Clumsy + cute = my baby

So basically..

I have three tests coming up.

One upcoming presentation.

Two research papers to be done.

There are so many things that I have to do.

Why is my life like this? T.T

Perhaps, this is the time where I should get serious.

Well, since when do I take things seriously? Ha.

I am afraid of the first subject test, because..

It's hard.

That's what I always heard from the seniors.

I don't know if I am putting my effort, or not.

All I know is..

I don't even know how it's gonna test me.

I don't know from where I should start studying.

And the thing is..

Me: *studying for 15 minutes*

Me: I can't do this anymore.

HAHAHA

Yeah that's me.

I can't even concentrate.

*sighs* I guess I really need somebody to motivate me.

Or else, I will be doomed.

By the way, the video below is just a video of a girl.

How can a girl be so clumsy and cute at the same time? LOL

While they were singing Gee, Sica turned around too much and..

She got lost HAHAHA

Her cute expression is the best medicine in the world.

Tiffany just told her to get back to her position HAHA XD

That's what I love the most.

She was blank for a moment, then suddenly felt happy for the next.

Look at her smile after she got back to her position.

That was a kid's smile.

How old is she again? 24?

More like 2 years old.

There she is, the adorable ice princess who never fails to melt my heart.

Get to Know the Blogger.

• ٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ : Do you like sugar/sweet things?
•                Yes HAHA
• (*_*) : Last time you were surprised?
•          This afternoon =.=
• (｡♥‿♥｡) : Tell about your crush!
•            He's shy, he has a cute smile, he has a very bright skin color 
• (¬‿¬) : Last thing you learned about a friend?
•          A friend will always accept the way you are
• (~￣▽￣)~ : Last person you hugged?
•              My friend
• (◕‿-) : Three things, physical or mental, you look for in a boyfriend/ girlfriend/datefriend?
•           Shy, cute and soft
• (∩︵∩) : Last movie to make you cry?
•           Secretly, Greatly 
• (⊙_◎) : Biggest pet peeve?
•           Do not talk bad about me behind my back
• (✿ ♥‿♥) : Cutest thing you've ever seen?
•             There are so many.. Rilakkuma, Peas ( Ddukong ), minions, mashimaro..
• (︶ω︶) : If you could have any color hair with repercussions, what color would you choose?
•           Red
• o(≧o≦)o : How easily do you anger?
•            Hardly, very rare
• (✿◠‿◠) : Describe your personality in three words or less?
•             Cute adorable awesome

This is better.

• 01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
•     HAHA His shyness and also his smile :D
• 02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
•     Every part of my body
• 03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
•     A plot of a Taenysic fanfic that I created myself
• 04: what are you listening to?
•     f(x) - Sorry ( Dear. Daddy )
• 05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
•    Failure
• 06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
•    Club
• 07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
•    My dog (:
• 08: sex on the first date?
•    No
• 09: kiss on the first date?
•    No
• 10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
•   Yes (:
• 11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
•   I am trying to be
• 12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
•   Yes, I would like to confess my feelings
• 13: what are three things you did today?
•   Played with my dog, watched videos, chatted with friends LOL
• 14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
•   Have them over (:
• 15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
•   Bubble gum LOL
• 16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
•   No HAHA
• 17: what is on your wrists right now?
•   Nothing
• 18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
•   Yepp
• 19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
•   Yes
• 20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
•   .. Yes
• 21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
•   Yes
• 22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
•   Some of it
• 23: how have you felt today?
•   Bored
• 24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
•   Clothes, skirts, pants, dresses, shoes, change my hairstyle and get it highlighted, Baby-G watch etc.
• 25: what is wrong with you right now?
•   I wanna go shopping but I have no money T.T And.. I always get distracted by snsd and f(x) when I'm supposed to do my revision
• 26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
•   Yes
• 27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
•   Starbucks FTW yo.
• 28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
•   He had another girlfriend LOL
• 29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
•   Around.. 1am? I forgot
• 30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
•   Yesterday LOL
• 31: what were you doing an hour ago?
•   Watching videos
• 32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
•   My birthday HAHAHA
• 33: are you wearing jeans right now?
•   Nope.
• 34: are you a patient person?
•   Depends HAHA But.. I don't think I am.
• 35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
•   Yes
• 36: favorite color?
•   PINK for SNSD
• 37: did you have a dream last night?
•   Yes
• 38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
•   Pajama pants
• 39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
•   Jessica / Krystal / Lee Jongsuk / Him.
• 40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
•   Yes
• 41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
•   Yes HAHA
• 42: do you like meeting new people?
•   To be honest, not really HAHAHA I'm too shy. XD
• 43: are you afraid of falling in love?
•   Yes.. no.. umm, yes.
• 44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
•   Yes
• 45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
•   I tell myself that
• 46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
•   Like all the time? LOL

Come with me. Airplane. Love.

I didn't know I would be able to have a looooooong weekend.

Not until yesterday.

To be honest, I don't really care.

Whatever holiday that I am going to have, I will still have to spend my day wisely.

Well.. I shouldn't have used "wisely".

It's not like I'm going to do something meaningful also.

Just be responsible as a student, I guess?

Just found out that.. one of my loved ones has some psychological problem.

No worries, it's not that serious.

It's just that..

I realized.. not everyone can manage their stress as well as some people.

They are under pressure, but the ones around them are clueless about it.

It's like, "How do they cope with it so well? Why can't I?"

And slowly, day by day, they will be in depression.

Well, I guess everyone is different.

Some people can regulate their emotions well, some are trying to.

My emotions will easily affect what I think or say.

But it has to be controlled, luckily I have mine controlled.

"Words of Wisdom" perhaps is not my thing, but at least, I don't like to hurt people.

Be it physically or orally.



Anyway, here's a song that I listen to everyday.

In the Pink Tape album, this is one of my favorite songs.

Goodbye Summer is really good too.

And Krystal's red hair makes her look hot and sexy.

I will recommend you to listen to this song whenever you're moody.

It kinda cheers you up.

Somehow it works for me.

Well, perhaps it's because of Krystal after all.

Catch me.

I am falling deeper and deeper.

Why am I feeling like this again?

Am I that desperate?

Perhaps I am.

Since.. I haven't been feeling like this for such a long time.

I know I shouldn't feel this but.. it's not like I have control of it.

Okay, maybe I just don't wanna control it because I am enjoying this feeling.

To be able to feel like this, I am grateful.

Thanks for existing.

Somehow I feel that I don't deserve this.

What is happening to me?

I thought everything was over and..

I thought I have full concentration on my goal.

That's what I thought.

But it turns out like this instead.

Is it your fault or my fault now?

My fault.

It's my fault.

Can't blame anyone.

Since the feeling is mine.

I am sorry.

I miss you.

By the way, I start listening to this song again.

This song is different from their usual type of song.

Not that dance-ish, not that fast, just moderately slow.

I am in love with this song now.

p/s: Please catch me if I fall.

APINK - NoNoNo

This is the only APINK's song that I listen to.

Not bad. Eunji's high note is the best (y)

And.. I dreamed about Krystal again.

It's not exactly a bad thing though.


p/s: Love you, Krystal.

Why is CTS so interesting?

Why is Business so interesting?

Why is Advanced English so interesting?

Why is Accounting so.. BORING?!

The lecturer is like my sleeping pills.

I just go to my dreamland whenever he starts lecturing.

But.. I would still respect him of course.

iPhone 5S and 5C are coming out soon.

I want the gold 5S like omg it's so fucking awesome

Jessica, I'm waiting for you to change your phone again.

5S is better than 5 HAHA ._.

I guess I am really bored.

• 1.Kissed a girl?
•    Nope.
• 2.Kissed a boy?
•    Nope.
• 3.Had sex in public?
•    Nope.
• 4.What’s your religion?
•    Buddhist
• 5.What does your URL mean?
•    I am fabulous.
• 6.Reason you joined tumblr?
•   I want to get more snsd pictures.
• 7.Do you have any nicknames?
•    Jessica's lover / Jo
• 8.Do you like bubble bath?
•    Yes
• 9.Kissed in the rain?
•    Nope.
• 10.Dyed your hair?
•    Nope.
• 11.Soup or salad?
•    Both.
• 12.Vegetable or meat?
•    Neither
• 13.Go out drinking?
•    Occasionally
• 14.Smoke cigarettes?
•    Nope
• 15.Smoke weed?
•    Nope
• 16.Do any hard drugs?
•    Nope
• 17.Have you had sex today?
•    Nope
• 18.Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
•    Mom? LOL
• 19.The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
•    Friend
• 20.Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
•   I tell myself that.
• 21.Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
•   Nope
• 22.Tried to commit suicide?
•   Nope
• 23.The last time you felt broken?
•   A few months ago
• 24.Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
•   Sometimes yes
• 25.Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
•   Yes
• 26.Do you have Long hair OR short hair?
•   Long
• 27.First thing you notice to a guy/girl?
•   Face
• 28.Do you sing in the shower?
•   Yes
• 29.Do you dance in the car?
•   Yes
• 30.Where were you yesterday?
•   Uni and home
• 31.Ever used a bow and arrow?
•   Nope
• 32.Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
•   A few months ago
• 33.Do you think musicals are cheesy?
•   Sometimes
• 34.Is Christmas stressful?
•   Nope
• 35.Favorite type of fruit pie?
•   Apple pie
• 36.Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
•   Doctor, singer
• 37.Do you believe in ghosts?
•   I guess I do LOL
• 38.Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
•   Yes
• 39.Take a vitamin daily?
•   Nope
• 40.Wear slippers?
•   Yes
• 41.Wear a bath robe?
•   Nope
• 42.What do you wear to bed?
•   Pyjamas =.=
• 43.Do you want to get married?
•  Yes HAHA
• 44.Can you curl your tongue?
•   Nope
• Relationship preference:
• 45.How many relationships have you had?
•   1
• 46.How can I win your heart?
•   You can't
• 47.what makes a great relationship?
•   Caring and respect
• 48.Shy OR open?
•   Shy
• 50.Religious OR non-religious?
•   I'm cool with both
• 51.Caring OR non-restricting of you?
•   I'm good with both
• 52.Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
•   I gotta say straight edge but.. non-straight edge is fine too 
• 53.Piercings OR no piercings?
•   For guys of course NO, for girls I'm good with it
• 54.Tattoos OR no tattoos?
•   No tattoos
• 55.Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
•   Quiet stay-at-home

Q and A LOL Again.

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.

   Gee, Hot Summer, Into The New World, Peach, Ending Page, The Great Escape

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

    Jessica Jung Soo Yeon

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

    continent. ( p/s: Only one word on line 17 LOL )

4) What do you think about most?

     More than more? lol

5) Ever had a poem or song written about you?

    Yepp, a poem HAHA I loved that poem so much :D

6) Do you have any strange phobias?

     Acrophobia

7) What's your religion?

     Buddhist 

8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

    Singing (:

9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

     PARAMORE XD

10) What was the last lie you told?

      I'm going to study. hehehehe

11) Do you believe in karma?

     Yes

12) What does your URL mean?

      Meaningless LOL

13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

      My greatest weakness: Jessica

      My greatest strength: Able to sing along to Korean songs LOL

14) Who is your celebrity crush?

      Jessica Jung, Jung Sooyeon, Sica

15) How do you vent your anger?

      I listen to songs

16) Do you have a collection of anything?

      Movie tickets

17) Are you happy with the person you've become?

      Yeah, I'm good

18) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?

      Sound of the alarm =.= ; Sound of nature (:

19) What's your biggest "what if"?

      What if I fall in love with girls? ( p/s: Until now, I still love the opposite sex, it's just a "what if". )

20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

      I would rather not believe it but.. who knows

21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

      I touch my left speaker and right speaker. LOL

22) Smell the air. What do you smell?

       Nothing zz

23) What's the worst place you have ever been to?

       Full of pungent smell =.=

24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?

      I would say.. Taemin, Changmin

25) To you, what is the meaning of life?

       Ups and downs

26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

       Yes. Nope, I'm a good driver. HAHA

27) What was the last movie you saw?

       Percy Jackson.

28) What's the worst injury you've ever had?

       The one under my chin.

29) Do you have any obsessions right now?

       SNSD / Jessica Jung

30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?

      Yeah, about me liking someone =.=

31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

      I choose to forgive (:

32) What is your astrological sign?

       Libra

33) What's the last thing you purchased?

       Textbook LOL

34) Love or lust?

      Love

35) In a relationship?

      I belong to Jessica

36) How many relationships have you had?

      1

37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

       I.. become a little bit silly, the cute silly type of person LOL Ohh and also I would text him once in a while for almost everyday HAHA

38) Where is your best friend?

       I don't have a particular best friend (:

39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

       Watching videos of Kara?

40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

      I believe so (:

41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

      I think I would save the dog and run to work.

42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

      a) I will tell my loved ones  b) I will spend my days and nights happily with my loved ones  c) Yes, I would be very afraid

43) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

       Any song from SNSD will do

44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

      Caring and respect

45) How can I win your heart?

      Buy me any Jessica's items HAHA Nahh, if you're shy and have a nice smile, you will win my heart.

46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?

      I believe so?

47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

       Further my studies

48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

       I don't know, my name? LOL

49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word "heart."

      Love

50) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?

       PINK.

51) What is your current desktop picture?

      Jessica's picture

52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

      Wow LOL I am not that mean and cruel, I won't want anyone to explode

53) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?

       What's your weight? =.=

54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

       Able to be in any country/place you want

55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

      When I was still a baby, and I was drinking milk :D

56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

      I have no horrible experience

57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

      SLEEP? You mean sleep or "sleep"? LOL Well, either works. And of course, the one and only Jessica Jung.

58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

      Korea

59) Ever been on a plane?

      Nope

60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.

      Jessica Jung Soo Yeon, Krystal Jung Soo Jung, Lee Jong Suk, Lee Tae Min, Shim Changmin