Taengsic special.

I can't stand you both any more!

I really can't.. >.<

You both are SOOOOO in love with each other..

And it's pretty obvious..

So, why aren't you doing anything? T.T

Yes, my Taengsic heart~ T.T

But, Sica-ah, if you're hurt.. you can always come and find me..

I'm always here for you.. (:

Tomorrow is 1/4..

And I'm gonna die soon.. LOL

I wonder what it would be like tomorrow..

Will I look stupid? Hmm...

I know I may act like one, but I'm definitely NOT stupid. =.=

What to do? Hmm..

I'm quite.. lost, actually.

Who will I meet tomorrow?

Will I be able to meet my old friends?

Or.. completely new friends? >.<

Why am I worrying about this so much? LOL

I'm scared that I can't find my way back home.. T.T

God, please lead me the way back home.

Please let me be safe and sound. (:

I'm looking forward to tomorrow.. XD

From tomorrow onwards, I will have to speak English everyday.

I hope I will not embarrass myself. (:

Hwaiting, Joey! You can do it!

By the way, I saw the news on the newspaper a couple days ago..

And I kinda had a small discussion with my friend on facebook..

I can't believe her prediction is true.. >.<

Anyway, good luck to myself! XD

p/s: Waiting is all I can do, until you find your way back to me.

You two look really good together. XD

Please get married already.

Taeyeon, who are you looking at? XD

*Ahem* Sorry, she's taken. She's mine.

To: My baby J

     Please take care of yourself even when I'm not around. You will always be my love. 

My ONE and ONLY. (:

From: Your baby J

April Fool. New life?

Before I begin...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIGGY~ (^oo^)

Muahahahaha.

Tomorrow I have to go back to my hometown..

It will be a boring day since there's no wifi for me to use.. T.T

I'm gonna cry..

Anyway, I will always find something to entertain myself..

I'll just listen to music for the entire day.. LOL

Yeah, that's basically what I would do there.

*sighs* My new life.. is going to start on 1st of April..

I wonder if someone would actually play a prank on me.. LOL

It's April Fool, baby! XD

Anyway, I hope I can get to know some new friends so when I attend classes I won't be alone.. ><

I will make some new friends for sure.. XD

New friends, I'm coming for you~

Please do not ignore me.. HAHA

I have nothing to talk about today, actually.

I just wanna post something up here to tell everyone that I'm perfectly fine. LOL

I bought a notebook backpack and a bag.

Something that I need when I go study at the university.

Both objects are in PINK! XD

OMG I LOVE PINK SO MUCH!

When I saw the pink one, I was like... 'YOU ARE MINE' hehehehehehe :P

Do you know why I love pink? Because....

PINK does not only represent GIRLS.. it also reminds me of GIRLS' GENERATION..

SNSD's official color is PINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Which is exactly why I chose the PINK ones... XD

And my font is in PINK too~~

My cellphone is in PINK.. my earphone is in PINK..

My room is PINK.. XD

PINK OBSESSION.

Anyway.. I just saw two pictures and they inspired me a lot..

And I'm going to share it here with you.. (:

Muahahaha. XD

Yeah, I think they mean a lot to some people out there..

And.. I have something to say..

I think someone is in love with me.. I'm not sure..

I just have this kind of feeling..

Hmm.. next topic. XD

And.. I don't understand why I am not allowed to go see my own girlfriend..

I don't understand why I have to pay to see her..

I don't get why I have to buy a ticket to see her..

I don't get it at all..!!!! :(

Jessica, can't you just bring me along with you 24/7?

We are both girls.. and you're my girlfriend..

I will not possibly do something bad to you, right?

I love you, how can I hurt you baby?

But you're hurting me badly because you didn't give me a chance to see you..

I want to see you so badly..

It's even better if you can bring me to the backstage..

I'll be able to see my other girlfriends as well........

HAHAHA I'm just kidding, baby.

I love you and you only.

You're the ONLY ONE. (:

p/s: I will not cheat on you. This is my promise to you. I LOVE YOU, MY PRINCESS JUNG SOO YEON.

*love love*

Muah~ XD

Baby, your dress is too low~!! T.T

My nose is bleeding so badly now...

You have such a PERFECT body..

I love your smile here, baby~

You're so beautiful.. (:

Tell me, how can I not love you?

(^oo^)

You're someone important to me..

Even though you're not as important as Jessica.. XD

If I didn't work there, I wouldn't be able to know you..

I would never know there would be someone who could understand me so well..

Of course, there were times that you didn't..

But it was mostly because of my sudden change of behaviour..

Do you know that you actually affected me a lot?

I don't know in what way you affected me..

All I can say is.. you make me believe so much in friendship..

Something that I've never really believed in so much until I met you..

When I saw you, I thought you were someone who's strict and would scold me any second =.=

But when I got to know you later.. I found out that you're actually...

A kid. XD

I think we got very close because.. we shared the same emotion while we were working?

LOL I'm not so sure any more.

Because we were too similar. LOL

You said I'm funny.. but there's one thing that you didn't know..

It's way too easy to make you laugh XD

I didn't expect that sentence to be funny when it came out from my mouth..

But you laughed until you literally rolled on the floor..

You laughed like there's no tomorrow..

That's something I've always liked to see..

Please laugh more in the future~ XD

I've seen the ugliest side of you though..

It's when you cried..

You looked the worst when you cried.. LOL

Your eyes were so red and puffy..

I don't think I can ever forget that look.. ><

You said we have many secrets that have not been shared to each other..

Well.. I don't really have any secrets that are worth sharing to be honest..

I think the only secret is.. my girlfriend is Jessica? XD

Other than that, I can't really think of anything else.. LOL

And you once said that I always keep things to myself..

Actually.. I just chose to let myself suffer..

I'm a very emo person.. I can be in depression for a few days or worse, a few weeks..

I don't want you to see me like this..

Since you're not the type of person that can bear with someone like me..

So I don't want you to suffer.. (:

I hope you understand..

I will share everything with you whenever I'm ready for it.. alright? ^-^

There are really a lot of things for me to write about you but I'll just stop here..

We have to move on to our next life now..

You and I are entering a different path..

We might not be able to meet that often now..

Sometimes you have to do things by yourself.. especially when it comes to speaking English =.=

Please be brave and speak.. all you need is only practice..

How many times do I need to tell you that huh? =.=

If someone speaks English to you, don't look for me.. because I'm not there with you..

Perhaps you could find someone who speaks proficient English to be with you..

Or else you have to open your mouth and talk =.=

Thanks for saying I'm the best..

Little do you know that to me, you're the best too.. (:

It will be super hard to erase you from my memories.. =.=

And I don't wish to delete you from my memories as well..

So, you're not allowed to forget about me too. ><

p/s: PIGGY SOO KAH YAN. :P

Rabbit.

Hmm if you thought I'm going to write something about a rabbit then you're totally wrong. XD

Because rabbit is a nickname that I give to someone without her realizing it.

I call her a rabbit because.. she looks cute and her skin is quite fair also.

In addition, she is very unique in her own way.

Her laugh is special.

Because I've never really seen anyone that laughs like her.

Well, of course, I'm not saying she looks bad when she laughs.

She actually looks super cute when she is very happy or very excited. HAHA

If I'm not mistaken, she's the first person that I talked to the first day when we started working.

I actually asked for her number..

I still remember when she was keying in my number I told her to put 'Joey'.. XD

Then the second day my mum started sending her back home.. Muahahaha.

During the first week of working, there was an important task which was given to her.

Write P.O.P. XD

She was always sitting down and we were all standing..

My legs hurt so much at that time and sometimes I even asked her to stand up so I could sit.. XD

But her butt was always on the chair. T.T

Then.. I remember she told me about her hating KPOP..

At that moment, I had something in my mind.

That is, to make her STOP hating KPOP. XD

So I actually planned to sing something in Korean to her..

And the first song that I ever sang to her is 'GEE'. XD

I even danced.. =.="

These are the memories that I wouldn't want to forget for the rest of my life..

When we began to know each other more, we realized that we are quite similar in some ways..

We share the same horoscope..

We once hated our job.. XD

We hate sharing saliva..

When we joke, 50% of the joke is us being serious..

Hmm.. this girl likes a guy and..

There was no one who DOESN'T know about it.. XD

So basically, it was not a secret any more.. HAHA

I always teased her about him..

And I knew, I was not the only one who had fun..

She was happy too.. XD

However.. all good must come to an end..

Time flies really fast..

Soon, it's time for us to be apart from each other..

But I know..

Our body is the only thing that has been separated..

Our friendship is still there.. deep in our heart (:

Most importantly, we share the same memories..

Our love for each other never dies..

Just like how the shadow never leaves its owner.. (:

p/s: I'm not alone. I love you too. (:

Concept: LOVING

Taeny. XD

This pic makes me.. love them more..

Concept: VAMPIRE

Taengsic. XD

I'm a delusional shipper..

I love them being like this..

Way to go.

I was happy today, you wanna know why?

Haha Mr. Kung actually paid for our lunch.. (because we all got A+ for Mathematics LOL)

There was an unexpected guest that he brought along with him..

And the guest's name is Soon Heng.. =.=

I never knew he would be coming along as well.. XD

So, three of us had lunch with the dad and the son..

He asked us about our plans for our future..

And when it was my turn.. I said 'International Business'..

He was surprised and asked me why I would choose that course..

LOL I did not know how to answer that question.. ><

And he said it's a very good course where I would be able to meet people all around the world..

I will be able to work overseas and get to know their working style and also their cultures..

I have always wanted to travel around and after I heard this..

I felt relieved because it's what I want.. XD

Being able to travel around is like a dream being fulfilled..

This is so fascinating. XD

*sighs* University will begin on 1/4..

It's too fast.. Way too fast.. Way too rush..

I'm kinda scared and nervous at the same time..

I'm nervous because I might not be able to communicate that well in English.. (I'm confident to be able to speak well though LOL)

I'm scared because I might be a loner.. XD *forever alone*

And.. I actually forgot how to go to LRT Station by bus =.=

I know the bus number.. but I don't know which station I should alight from the bus.. =.=

My friend told me to ask the bus conductor to chase me down when the bus arrives at the LRT Station.. LOL

Haih.. why do I forget things so easily? T.T

I'm old already.. My body age is 33 years old.. T.T

I'm just 17~ Still a young, beautiful and energetic teen.. (:

I have to rely on myself now.. T.T

Not that I can't, I'm just scared..

I don't want to be a loner... AGAIN. >.<

p/s: Jessica, you will always be by my side, right baby? (:

This is a short story that happened between my girl and me.

Jessica: Yes, baby. I will always be with you.

Me: XD

Me: Will you give me a lot of support?

Jessica: Hmm.. yes, of course. (:

Me: How do you support me when I'm down like this?

Jessica: I'll be healthy and take a good care of myself. As a bonus, I'll show you my beautiful abs. XD

Me: That's what I really want from you. Please don't ever fall sick. XD

*_*

Jessica: Good luck and all the best in the university! Bye for now, baby. *waves*

Me: Don't ever say goodbye to me.. T.T

Jessica: *chuckles* Alright, how about I love you?

Me: We still have a long way to go, baby. XD

I KNOW IT'S VERY CREATIVE OF ME. XD

23/3/2013

On the 23rd of March..

I met them..

A forever young group..

2NE1!!!!

I couldn't believe I actually saw them with my own eyes..

CL was so beautiful on stage..

Her back was so sexy I couldn't even take my eyes off her..

Minzy was very very sexy..

Even though she's the youngest..

To me, she's always best at what she does..

When I saw her dancing.. I could see how perfect her body figure is..

Dara was cute.. XD

The way she said 'SAYA CINTA KAMU' was excessively adorable! Aww..

And.. we celebrated Park Bom's birthday!

We all sang happy birthday song to her.. (:

She cupped her face and showed us how touched she was..

She thanked all of us and the moment she blew off the candles I felt like running towards the stage to give her a corn!!!!! XD

When they came out, 'Fire' started playing..

Everyone around us started moving forward and all our hands were holding either a camera or a cellphone just to record that particular group..

They were so good at live..

I kept shouting and screaming their names.. hahaha XD

Whenever Minzy came out on the screen I would scream her name once..

Speaking of the screen, all that while I was not able to see their whole body..

I could only watch them on the screen..

And when I finally saw them.. I saw CL's back!

Wow, her back was.. incredibly sexy and alluring.

I was so mesmerized by her.. back :P

I couldn't stop spazzing about her..

I arrived there at 6.15p.m. and I saw a HUGE crowd..

Shockingly HUGE fanbase.. XD

I'm so proud that I'm a Blackjack! (:

Before I arrived, I actually planned to go there by public transport with my friends..

But my friends called me saying that her brother could send us there..

Supposedly, I was going to wait for them at Cempaka LRT Station..

So my dad fetched me there..

And then.. my dad asked me..

'Are you going to drop off at Makcik India(Masjid Jamek)'?

LOL =.=

And I really could not stop laughing.. it was just too funny.

He really did not have idea what that LRT Station is called..=.=

I didn't really take any photos of 2NE1..

Because basically I was recording a video of them for the whole performance..

They were extremely awesome, I would never get enough of that.

Especially when they were performing 'I Am The Best'..

Everyone held their hands high and blocked my view of the screen =.=

Haha it didn't matter because I was too excited to even notice it. XD

p/s: I don't plan to upload the video because.. I haven't had time to re-watch it. XD

2NE1 Nolza! XD

INDECISIVE.

LOL.

Damn my Chemistry and Biology papers. XD

But still.. I thank God for letting me get at least a B+ for both subjects..

I'm so grateful.. Really.

I'm really surprised by the results..

4A+ 3A 2A- 2B+

It is so absurd. LOL

I can't believe I did so.. well? XD

No.. I mean.. it's quite impossible..

I thought I wouldn't be able to do well in certain subjects but..

Fortunately.. I still got an A for those subjects.. XD

I love you, my result. I love you so much.

I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you so much.

LOL I'm going insane.

Now there's another problem.

I'm quite annoyed by it.

Between INTERNATIONAL BUSINESS and LOGISTIC & SUPPLY CHAIN MANAGEMENT..

Choose ONE.

I don't know what the difference is between the two.

And I don't know what the job options are..

And how limited the job options are.. LOL

I need an expert to explain all this to me.

My brain is tied up now. ><

Indicating I am going to be out of my mind soon.

Fatigue is slowly swallowing me. ( Figurative Language? XD I miss it! )

I hate to be in confusion.. *sighs*

Another thing!

SNSD IS COMING! Wooooo~

But..!! *sighs*

I don't know yet.. I'm not sure.. ><

My parents.. ><

What's wrong with me spending RM200 to go watch a concert? T.T

I don't get why it's wrong. I really don't.

Plus, it's my own money. *sighs*

And.. PLEASE ANNOUNCE THE LAST GROUP THAT WILL BE COMING TO MALAYSIA!

I know there will be SNSD and AOA.. who's the last one?

Please announce it soon >< Please~~

Hopefully it's SHINee.. then I will die.

Die of happiness! XD

Aww.. my Taemin! (:

And.. my Jessica! (:

And another one is..

2NE1 is coming to perform tomorrow.. and no one can send me home. T.T

I'm gonna cry!

It's a free concert and I'm able to see 2NE1 but.. transportation issue is.. unavoidable. ><

Either way, I still die. *sighs*

p/s: I'm tired today. Too much confusion. Too many decisions that are required to be made. A looooong day. ><

Hey baby, how are you today? XD

Do you know how much I miss you? (:

Heyy my cutiepie. XD

Waiting for me in the bed?

Sorry, I shouldn't type something that is PG-18. :P

Kids are definitely not allowed.

Freeze.

I guess no one is able to feel what I'm feeling inside now..

I was so near to death.

The moment when the car was accelerating towards the divider..

I had a lot of thoughts in my mind..

Would I be able to live?

Would I be injured?

Would I not be able to go for my driving test?

Would I not be able to say goodbye to all my loved ones?

Was that... the last note of my life?

These questions were all bombarding my cerebrum..

All I could think of at that moment was..

"Why am I so unfortunate?"

"Am I really gonna die at this age? God, please, no."

That was a close call.

The moment right after I knew I was safe..

I thanked God, for letting me survive..

I thanked God, for not letting me get hurt..

I thanked God, for letting me go for my driving test..

A lot of things popped up in my mind at that time..

Even though my entire body was swung from left to right and back from right to left..

The memories of my life were like a movie.. They were all being scanned in my head..

I had no idea why those would pop up.. perhaps God was giving me another chance to appreciate all my loved ones..

A second chance to be able to return the love..

Most importantly, I just had a great life experience..

The one that I would not want to go through it again. >.<

I was frozen almost the whole time after that incident.

Who wouldn't?

If.. the car really hit the divider..

If.. that was my last breath..

If.. *sighs*

I know I should not be thinking so much right now..

I should skip this talk. Even until now, I'm still trembling. >.<

Anyway..

I passed my driving test! XD

Finally! I thought I would fail.. (since I'm such a failure.. LOL )

But.. unexpectedly, I got a pass XD

Good job, Joey. Well done, Joey. XD

The examiner freaked me out though. =.=

I was so damn pissed off by her words and also her action.

Excuse me madam, you're being too noisy in the car while I'm driving. Shut up, please. >.<

So.. yeah.

I'm going to post some pictures.. but I'm not sure which ones I should post..

p/s: I'm not posting anything about Jessica... don't get me wrong, I love her as much as I love him. XD

He's so cute.. My style. XD

I love his hair.. Sherlock is the best.

He's a very good dancer.. My style. XD

He looks feminine.. My style. XD

His smile melts my heart..

He has a nice smile.. My style. XD

Beep Beep.

I'm a loner in some aspects..

I don't like going out.. yeah.

That's quite true.. it's just that..

I've been out for so many days..

I just love to stay at home..

Watching videos.. Reading online story..

Muahaha. Yeah, that's basically what I'll do everyday.

I watched an amazing movie today.

'OZ The Great And Powerful'.

No doubt. It was something out of my expectations.

Well, honestly I expected this movie to be boring, childish and absurd.

However, after the first 5 minutes of the show, I was totally captured by it.

It was fun to watch. Really. (:

Anyway, I'm bored. So, I actually planned to do some activities on my blog.

Let's do some Q&A now, shall we? XD

Q: If you're given an opportunity to switch body with somebody for a year, who would you like to switch souls with? Why?
A: I would like to switch body with.. any one of the members of Girls' Generation because.. I think that's the only chance that I can talk to them in person and I would be able to learn Korean directly.

Q: If you only have an hour to live, what would you do in that hour?
A: I would make a confession to the one that I love, I would say everything that I've never had the chance to say. I would show my gratitude to my family.. I would show them my love for them. Love never dies. (:

Q: If you were to be someone's best friend, who would it be?
A: I would love to be.. SNSD Hyoyeon's best friend. XD I don't want to be Jessica's best friend because.. I want to be her girlfriend. XD

Q: SNSD Jessica or TVXQ Changmin?
A: LOL This is hard. Umm.. I would choose to be Changmin's wife and Jessica's girlfriend. XD

Q: Do you find this boring?
A: To be honest, yes I do. Because all I'm doing now is asking and answering all the questions by myself. =.="

End. Finally, I was able to come up with 5 questions. That was pretty hard. >.< Took me quite some time.

p/s: Just to let you know that.. 我不主动找你, 不是因为你不重要, 而是我不知道在你心里我是否重要.. (:

*Sorry I don't like taking photographs*

Her mood swings, the way she acted, they way she dressed, her mannerism and the things she said sometimes…they were always left, stuck in my mind, wedged into my brain. Her words.

6 8 12

Wow.. I just rewatched the last episode of 'Strong Heart'..

Not only because SNSD was on the show..

It was also because I wanted to watch Jessica's reaction again to her own kissing scenes..

Muahahahaha *evil laughs*

How could you be so cute, Sica?

How could I not fall in love with you?

You're more than one could ever asked for.. (:

Anyway.. since they talked about Brian McKnight on the show..

I decided to listen to his songs..

As expected, real music is to be shared with people around the world.

6, 8, 12 by Brian McKnight is a very soothing song..

He expressed the song very well.. it's like it's attached to me right after I listened to the song.

Good job for introducing him to us, Fany. You should introduce him in a better way though.

Because.. Brian McMorning made me laugh like there's no tomorrow. HAHAHA.

Hyoyeon-ah, stop being so adorable. XD

I guess I should share it out to you all. Since the song is not bad to listen to.

Good things are meant to be shared.

Trust me, this song is really nice. (:

I just saw something that suits my mood today. This is it.

I do realize this though.

I have experienced the pain before.

I just don't plan to go through it again.

p/s: I know very well how to express my feelings by words.. but not by mouth.

Just a matter of time.

Muahahaha.

I am listening to Soshified radio right now.

Well, I downloaded the radio session actually.

It isn't the live streaming one.

Either way, I'm happy to listen to it. XD

Well.. there's something that annoys me everyday.

Supposedly, my driving examination was on 12th of March.

However, my instructor called me yesterday and said that he changed the date.

It's going to be on the 18th of March.

I was like.. what the hell? You serious?

I was so ready for it but you crushed it.. *sighs*

I just hoped that the exam date would be earlier because.. I don't wanna wait for another week again ><

It's basically torturing me to the MAX.

Let's skip this talk, shall we? XD

Something keeps bothering me today.

I am thinking about.. the things that may occur a few months later..

Will I still be as happy as I am now?

Will I still have time to spare for YouTube?

And most importantly..

Will I still be able to see you often?

I'm thinking too much sometimes.. way too much..

Someone had better stop me. LOL

I am not certain since when I care a lot about you..

I am not sure since when I am so interested in every word that you say.. every move that you make..

And I have no idea since when my mood is so easily affected by you..

I am always thinking of you..

Why? Hmm.. I really wonder why.

It's not like you have some kind of blood relation with me..

Or you're so unique for me to treat you like this..

You just.. kinda mesmerized me.. *laughs silently*

Anyway.. what I'm afraid of is..

The time that we have left..

We will be far apart someday.. I believe.

We will be very distant.. it's just a matter of time.

Until that day comes.. I will tell you.. that I really love you.

You're too precious for me. You deserve better.

p/s: Am I too timid? Thinking too much isn't a good thing though. XD

*I'm not posting any pictures today* XD

PG-18 post. Taeyeon special.

Whenever I am furious, I will try super hard to control my usage of words.

However, I always fail at it.

And when I say words, I mean vulgar language.

Yes, I am so fucking frustrated right now. Expect more foul words in this post.

I was told that someone said I made him lose a job opportunity. Bullshit.

What the fuck are you talking about? Like seriously.

I had never told that supervisor anything about you.

Not even a single word.

I was so fucking pissed after hearing that.

Have you already investigated it properly? How fucking certain are you that I was the one?

Prove me wrong, you dumbass.

Prove it with strong evidence, if you have one.

After I had ceased working there, I went to the mall once.

Only once.

And the thing is, I did not even land my foot at the regarding cafeteria.

Don't even expect an apology. There's nothing for me to apologize.

I do not wish to explain myself either. It's not like we're going to meet each other often.

I feel so fucking devastated now. Ugh.

I am so innocent.

I can't believe you would actually say it was me who did it. This is so absurd.

There is no reason for me to do that.

I need to cool down. I have to.

No tears are allowed to fall. Good. (:

p/s: Are we friends? Fuck yeah.

Jessica's sexy wave (:

Click on that link and you'll see my girlfriend dancing.. sexily. (:

Haha It's the dorky leader's 24th birthday today! Woohoo~

Happy Birthday, Taeyeon unnie! 사랑 해요~

Buing buing~ ^-^

Remain the dorkiness in you okay? (:

Your ahjumma's laugh is the best! XD

Annyeong~~ Stay happy always (:

Most importantly, please take care of yourself (:

Be busy, but never be lazy about your health, okay? ^-^

Dorkiness = 100%

You're so adorable in this picture! 

Haha yes, stay dorky alright? XD

Continue to sing well for all of us (:

I hope you'll have a great future in this industry..

Please be careful also. But I know you're smart enough. XD

I'll love you always.

No idea what to do about you. Just.. don't leave me.

You.

Get out of my mind.

Like seriously. Get the hell out.

Recently I realized I could not stop thinking of you..

No matter what I do, you are always in my mind

You make me need you so much that I can't bear to lose you

I have no confidence that I can handle the consequences of you slowly fading away

Sometimes I think I really have to stop myself from talking to you for a while..

It might ease the ache that I might be having in the future..

And I will not miss you or think of you that much in the future..

I know one day you'll stop looking for me;

Stop bothering me;

Stop talking to me;

Stop smiling at me;

Stop waving at me;

Stop walking with me;

Stop asking me out to either have lunch or shop with you...

These are all the possibilities that may occur..

And I just can't bear to let all these happen..

Therefore.. I made a promise to myself.

I promised myself that I would still talk to you even if you have nothing to talk to me about..

I promised myself that I would not ignore you whenever and wherever..

And also.. I promised myself that from now on..

I will try to distance myself from you..

Little by little..

The distance will increase.. and I will succeed.

Right..?

Well.. at least..

That's what I thought about..

I am not sure if this works but I'm going to make these attempts..

To try to withstand the ache in my heart that you might cause in the future..

All I hope is.. you will not walk out of my life.

Are you able to do that in the future even though we are already very far apart?

If you can do it..

These will all be useless to me.

Because I would love to be someone that you will not forget in your entire life.

p/s: Please don't walk away from me. I love you. I really do. Friends forever.

Hey beautiful. XD Can I have that straw?

Haha I love Running Man. 

They look so cute next to each other! XD

Muahaha. Lucky fella.

I have never believed in luck.

Never once believed in it.

Not until recently..

I noticed that I was considered fortunate

I was able to reject the job offer..

LOL Wow.

I was shocked..

I didn't know I would get the calls from them..

I would never expect that..

And.. another thing is..

I might get another chance..

I might be the lucky one..

Hopefully I would be.

Because I need this.

I really do. *crosses fingers*

I want to learn break dance..

I think this is a very good opportunity for me..

But.. *sighs*

Mom, will you allow me to attend the dancing class?

I know her. She won't. T.T

It's alright..

I know my passion for dancing will never disappear..

I will love dancing.. forever and ever.

Before I leave.. yeah, I need to show you all something.

I love the choreography.. so much. Especially REN's (the long blonde hair guy) part.. he's so freaking pretty.. I love him. XD

Nu'est jjang! XD 

p/s: Will you be mine? I will not leave you. I will love you more than I love myself. I promise.

The aftermath of crazy days. My working life.

【天秤座】
天秤座有善辩的口才，被别人误会的时候却不爱解释。不要问为什么，就是不爱解释。不喜欢伤害任何人，宁愿伤害自己。前景不乐观时会对喜欢的人冷静的说恨话，会口是心非。吃软不吃硬的一族。你软，秤子就对你没脾气。你硬，秤子就比你还横。有调查，十二星座谋杀记录最少的就是善良的天秤座。
天秤是个不能长期处于孤独之中的星座，一生都在寻找停靠的港湾，冥冥之中遇到你，喜欢你，爱上你。有了爱的人，他们便习惯天天粘在一起， 即使因为工作需要不得不暂时分开，也会保持最密切的联系，最后的结果常常是天秤什么也不顾的去你所在的地方，陪伴着你，因为爱着，所以习惯相依相守。
天秤温文尔雅，风度翩翩；在人前永远一副超脱的什么都看淡的，老好人的模样； 面具下：很注重自我意识，并且很需要别人的肯定。他们很有表现的欲望，无论在什么场合只要得到肯定他们就会非常满足，喜欢成为公众人物的感觉，同时有些自恋。
天秤座的人在争抢东西方面总是最弱的。属于自己的东西总是被人抢走还一副无所谓的样子，总给人留下懦弱无用形象。其实不是天秤没有能力去争抢，只是天秤明白一个道理，真正属于自己的东西是不用去争去抢。这不是优点，是缺点，只是天秤一种与生俱来的性格。


1. 不喜欢伤害任何人，宁愿伤害自己。
　　也太准确了吧。。

2. 前景不乐观时会对喜欢的人冷静的说恨话，会口是心非。
　　这句更准！

3. 天秤温文尔雅，风度翩翩；
　　这当然。。(:

4. 很注重自我意识，并且很需要别人的肯定。
　别人的肯定是一种动力。。

5. 属于自己的东西总是被人抢走还一副无所谓的样子..
    有一点准。。

好了，我只想说。。
我好久没写了。。
好想念我以前曾经所发生过的事情。。
几乎每一件事情都让我体会到一个道理。。
不同的道理。。
人也渐渐改变。。
最重要的是
我工作后发现。。
其实我也可以这样的。。
原来我是这样的。。
发现自己更了解自己。。
辛苦的那一段日子。。
我真的很想不做
一走了之。。
可是自己想了好久好久。。
发现那些都是需要一个忍字。。
顿时才发现。。
自己在慢慢地成长中。。
想的角度变宽了。。
还有最重要的是。。
我认识了我很珍惜的。。
我很感谢上帝。。
但是。。有时候会。。
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It's alright, as long as it's never something regretful (:
I'll be satisfied with every moment
I'll deal with every problem calmly and wisely..

p/s: I just love being loved. I hope you would notice it someday.

Before I go.. there's something that I have to share it with you. XD

 OMG Her.. skin is so white. She is too pretty.. to be my girlfriend. XD Her boobs. The best.

Her collarbones. >< The most attractive part of a body.

Why are you so perfect?

Isn't she adorable? XD

Too cute.. Too awesome.. Too amazing..

You will always be my love..