Taengsic special.

I can't stand you both any more!

I really can't.. >.<

You both are SOOOOO in love with each other..

And it's pretty obvious..

So, why aren't you doing anything? T.T

Yes, my Taengsic heart~ T.T

But, Sica-ah, if you're hurt.. you can always come and find me..

I'm always here for you.. (:

Tomorrow is 1/4..

And I'm gonna die soon.. LOL

I wonder what it would be like tomorrow..

Will I look stupid? Hmm...

I know I may act like one, but I'm definitely NOT stupid. =.=

What to do? Hmm..

I'm quite.. lost, actually.

Who will I meet tomorrow?

Will I be able to meet my old friends?

Or.. completely new friends? >.<

Why am I worrying about this so much? LOL

I'm scared that I can't find my way back home.. T.T

God, please lead me the way back home.

Please let me be safe and sound. (:

I'm looking forward to tomorrow.. XD

From tomorrow onwards, I will have to speak English everyday.

I hope I will not embarrass myself. (:

Hwaiting, Joey! You can do it!

By the way, I saw the news on the newspaper a couple days ago..

And I kinda had a small discussion with my friend on facebook..

I can't believe her prediction is true.. >.<

Anyway, good luck to myself! XD

p/s: Waiting is all I can do, until you find your way back to me.

You two look really good together. XD

Please get married already.

Taeyeon, who are you looking at? XD

*Ahem* Sorry, she's taken. She's mine.

To: My baby J

     Please take care of yourself even when I'm not around. You will always be my love. 

My ONE and ONLY. (:

From: Your baby J

April Fool. New life?

Before I begin...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIGGY~ (^oo^)

Muahahahaha.

Tomorrow I have to go back to my hometown..

It will be a boring day since there's no wifi for me to use.. T.T

I'm gonna cry..

Anyway, I will always find something to entertain myself..

I'll just listen to music for the entire day.. LOL

Yeah, that's basically what I would do there.

*sighs* My new life.. is going to start on 1st of April..

I wonder if someone would actually play a prank on me.. LOL

It's April Fool, baby! XD

Anyway, I hope I can get to know some new friends so when I attend classes I won't be alone.. ><

I will make some new friends for sure.. XD

New friends, I'm coming for you~

Please do not ignore me.. HAHA

I have nothing to talk about today, actually.

I just wanna post something up here to tell everyone that I'm perfectly fine. LOL

I bought a notebook backpack and a bag.

Something that I need when I go study at the university.

Both objects are in PINK! XD

OMG I LOVE PINK SO MUCH!

When I saw the pink one, I was like... 'YOU ARE MINE' hehehehehehe :P

Do you know why I love pink? Because....

PINK does not only represent GIRLS.. it also reminds me of GIRLS' GENERATION..

SNSD's official color is PINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Which is exactly why I chose the PINK ones... XD

And my font is in PINK too~~

My cellphone is in PINK.. my earphone is in PINK..

My room is PINK.. XD

PINK OBSESSION.

Anyway.. I just saw two pictures and they inspired me a lot..

And I'm going to share it here with you.. (:

Muahahaha. XD

Yeah, I think they mean a lot to some people out there..

And.. I have something to say..

I think someone is in love with me.. I'm not sure..

I just have this kind of feeling..

Hmm.. next topic. XD

And.. I don't understand why I am not allowed to go see my own girlfriend..

I don't understand why I have to pay to see her..

I don't get why I have to buy a ticket to see her..

I don't get it at all..!!!! :(

Jessica, can't you just bring me along with you 24/7?

We are both girls.. and you're my girlfriend..

I will not possibly do something bad to you, right?

I love you, how can I hurt you baby?

But you're hurting me badly because you didn't give me a chance to see you..

I want to see you so badly..

It's even better if you can bring me to the backstage..

I'll be able to see my other girlfriends as well........

HAHAHA I'm just kidding, baby.

I love you and you only.

You're the ONLY ONE. (:

p/s: I will not cheat on you. This is my promise to you. I LOVE YOU, MY PRINCESS JUNG SOO YEON.

*love love*

Muah~ XD

Baby, your dress is too low~!! T.T

My nose is bleeding so badly now...

You have such a PERFECT body..

I love your smile here, baby~

You're so beautiful.. (:

Tell me, how can I not love you?

(^oo^)

You're someone important to me..

Even though you're not as important as Jessica.. XD

If I didn't work there, I wouldn't be able to know you..

I would never know there would be someone who could understand me so well..

Of course, there were times that you didn't..

But it was mostly because of my sudden change of behaviour..

Do you know that you actually affected me a lot?

I don't know in what way you affected me..

All I can say is.. you make me believe so much in friendship..

Something that I've never really believed in so much until I met you..

When I saw you, I thought you were someone who's strict and would scold me any second =.=

But when I got to know you later.. I found out that you're actually...

A kid. XD

I think we got very close because.. we shared the same emotion while we were working?

LOL I'm not so sure any more.

Because we were too similar. LOL

You said I'm funny.. but there's one thing that you didn't know..

It's way too easy to make you laugh XD

I didn't expect that sentence to be funny when it came out from my mouth..

But you laughed until you literally rolled on the floor..

You laughed like there's no tomorrow..

That's something I've always liked to see..

Please laugh more in the future~ XD

I've seen the ugliest side of you though..

It's when you cried..

You looked the worst when you cried.. LOL

Your eyes were so red and puffy..

I don't think I can ever forget that look.. ><

You said we have many secrets that have not been shared to each other..

Well.. I don't really have any secrets that are worth sharing to be honest..

I think the only secret is.. my girlfriend is Jessica? XD

Other than that, I can't really think of anything else.. LOL

And you once said that I always keep things to myself..

Actually.. I just chose to let myself suffer..

I'm a very emo person.. I can be in depression for a few days or worse, a few weeks..

I don't want you to see me like this..

Since you're not the type of person that can bear with someone like me..

So I don't want you to suffer.. (:

I hope you understand..

I will share everything with you whenever I'm ready for it.. alright? ^-^

There are really a lot of things for me to write about you but I'll just stop here..

We have to move on to our next life now..

You and I are entering a different path..

We might not be able to meet that often now..

Sometimes you have to do things by yourself.. especially when it comes to speaking English =.=

Please be brave and speak.. all you need is only practice..

How many times do I need to tell you that huh? =.=

If someone speaks English to you, don't look for me.. because I'm not there with you..

Perhaps you could find someone who speaks proficient English to be with you..

Or else you have to open your mouth and talk =.=

Thanks for saying I'm the best..

Little do you know that to me, you're the best too.. (:

It will be super hard to erase you from my memories.. =.=

And I don't wish to delete you from my memories as well..

So, you're not allowed to forget about me too. ><

p/s: PIGGY SOO KAH YAN. :P

Rabbit.

Hmm if you thought I'm going to write something about a rabbit then you're totally wrong. XD

Because rabbit is a nickname that I give to someone without her realizing it.

I call her a rabbit because.. she looks cute and her skin is quite fair also.

In addition, she is very unique in her own way.

Her laugh is special.

Because I've never really seen anyone that laughs like her.

Well, of course, I'm not saying she looks bad when she laughs.

She actually looks super cute when she is very happy or very excited. HAHA

If I'm not mistaken, she's the first person that I talked to the first day when we started working.

I actually asked for her number..

I still remember when she was keying in my number I told her to put 'Joey'.. XD

Then the second day my mum started sending her back home.. Muahahaha.

During the first week of working, there was an important task which was given to her.

Write P.O.P. XD

She was always sitting down and we were all standing..

My legs hurt so much at that time and sometimes I even asked her to stand up so I could sit.. XD

But her butt was always on the chair. T.T

Then.. I remember she told me about her hating KPOP..

At that moment, I had something in my mind.

That is, to make her STOP hating KPOP. XD

So I actually planned to sing something in Korean to her..

And the first song that I ever sang to her is 'GEE'. XD

I even danced.. =.="

These are the memories that I wouldn't want to forget for the rest of my life..

When we began to know each other more, we realized that we are quite similar in some ways..

We share the same horoscope..

We once hated our job.. XD

We hate sharing saliva..

When we joke, 50% of the joke is us being serious..

Hmm.. this girl likes a guy and..

There was no one who DOESN'T know about it.. XD

So basically, it was not a secret any more.. HAHA

I always teased her about him..

And I knew, I was not the only one who had fun..

She was happy too.. XD

However.. all good must come to an end..

Time flies really fast..

Soon, it's time for us to be apart from each other..

But I know..

Our body is the only thing that has been separated..

Our friendship is still there.. deep in our heart (:

Most importantly, we share the same memories..

Our love for each other never dies..

Just like how the shadow never leaves its owner.. (:

p/s: I'm not alone. I love you too. (:

Concept: LOVING

Taeny. XD

This pic makes me.. love them more..

Concept: VAMPIRE

Taengsic. XD

I'm a delusional shipper..

I love them being like this..

Way to go.

I was happy today, you wanna know why?

Haha Mr. Kung actually paid for our lunch.. (because we all got A+ for Mathematics LOL)

There was an unexpected guest that he brought along with him..

And the guest's name is Soon Heng.. =.=

I never knew he would be coming along as well.. XD

So, three of us had lunch with the dad and the son..

He asked us about our plans for our future..

And when it was my turn.. I said 'International Business'..

He was surprised and asked me why I would choose that course..

LOL I did not know how to answer that question.. ><

And he said it's a very good course where I would be able to meet people all around the world..

I will be able to work overseas and get to know their working style and also their cultures..

I have always wanted to travel around and after I heard this..

I felt relieved because it's what I want.. XD

Being able to travel around is like a dream being fulfilled..

This is so fascinating. XD

*sighs* University will begin on 1/4..

It's too fast.. Way too fast.. Way too rush..

I'm kinda scared and nervous at the same time..

I'm nervous because I might not be able to communicate that well in English.. (I'm confident to be able to speak well though LOL)

I'm scared because I might be a loner.. XD *forever alone*

And.. I actually forgot how to go to LRT Station by bus =.=

I know the bus number.. but I don't know which station I should alight from the bus.. =.=

My friend told me to ask the bus conductor to chase me down when the bus arrives at the LRT Station.. LOL

Haih.. why do I forget things so easily? T.T

I'm old already.. My body age is 33 years old.. T.T

I'm just 17~ Still a young, beautiful and energetic teen.. (:

I have to rely on myself now.. T.T

Not that I can't, I'm just scared..

I don't want to be a loner... AGAIN. >.<

p/s: Jessica, you will always be by my side, right baby? (:

This is a short story that happened between my girl and me.

Jessica: Yes, baby. I will always be with you.

Me: XD

Me: Will you give me a lot of support?

Jessica: Hmm.. yes, of course. (:

Me: How do you support me when I'm down like this?

Jessica: I'll be healthy and take a good care of myself. As a bonus, I'll show you my beautiful abs. XD

Me: That's what I really want from you. Please don't ever fall sick. XD

*_*

Jessica: Good luck and all the best in the university! Bye for now, baby. *waves*

Me: Don't ever say goodbye to me.. T.T

Jessica: *chuckles* Alright, how about I love you?

Me: We still have a long way to go, baby. XD

I KNOW IT'S VERY CREATIVE OF ME. XD

23/3/2013

On the 23rd of March..

I met them..

A forever young group..

2NE1!!!!

I couldn't believe I actually saw them with my own eyes..

CL was so beautiful on stage..

Her back was so sexy I couldn't even take my eyes off her..

Minzy was very very sexy..

Even though she's the youngest..

To me, she's always best at what she does..

When I saw her dancing.. I could see how perfect her body figure is..

Dara was cute.. XD

The way she said 'SAYA CINTA KAMU' was excessively adorable! Aww..

And.. we celebrated Park Bom's birthday!

We all sang happy birthday song to her.. (:

She cupped her face and showed us how touched she was..

She thanked all of us and the moment she blew off the candles I felt like running towards the stage to give her a corn!!!!! XD

When they came out, 'Fire' started playing..

Everyone around us started moving forward and all our hands were holding either a camera or a cellphone just to record that particular group..

They were so good at live..

I kept shouting and screaming their names.. hahaha XD

Whenever Minzy came out on the screen I would scream her name once..

Speaking of the screen, all that while I was not able to see their whole body..

I could only watch them on the screen..

And when I finally saw them.. I saw CL's back!

Wow, her back was.. incredibly sexy and alluring.

I was so mesmerized by her.. back :P

I couldn't stop spazzing about her..

I arrived there at 6.15p.m. and I saw a HUGE crowd..

Shockingly HUGE fanbase.. XD

I'm so proud that I'm a Blackjack! (:

Before I arrived, I actually planned to go there by public transport with my friends..

But my friends called me saying that her brother could send us there..

Supposedly, I was going to wait for them at Cempaka LRT Station..

So my dad fetched me there..

And then.. my dad asked me..

'Are you going to drop off at Makcik India(Masjid Jamek)'?

LOL =.=

And I really could not stop laughing.. it was just too funny.

He really did not have idea what that LRT Station is called..=.=

I didn't really take any photos of 2NE1..

Because basically I was recording a video of them for the whole performance..

They were extremely awesome, I would never get enough of that.

Especially when they were performing 'I Am The Best'..

Everyone held their hands high and blocked my view of the screen =.=

Haha it didn't matter because I was too excited to even notice it. XD

p/s: I don't plan to upload the video because.. I haven't had time to re-watch it. XD

2NE1 Nolza! XD

INDECISIVE.

LOL.

Damn my Chemistry and Biology papers. XD

But still.. I thank God for letting me get at least a B+ for both subjects..

I'm so grateful.. Really.

I'm really surprised by the results..

4A+ 3A 2A- 2B+

It is so absurd. LOL

I can't believe I did so.. well? XD

No.. I mean.. it's quite impossible..

I thought I wouldn't be able to do well in certain subjects but..

Fortunately.. I still got an A for those subjects.. XD

I love you, my result. I love you so much.

I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you so much.

LOL I'm going insane.

Now there's another problem.

I'm quite annoyed by it.

Between INTERNATIONAL BUSINESS and LOGISTIC & SUPPLY CHAIN MANAGEMENT..

Choose ONE.

I don't know what the difference is between the two.

And I don't know what the job options are..

And how limited the job options are.. LOL

I need an expert to explain all this to me.

My brain is tied up now. ><

Indicating I am going to be out of my mind soon.

Fatigue is slowly swallowing me. ( Figurative Language? XD I miss it! )

I hate to be in confusion.. *sighs*

Another thing!

SNSD IS COMING! Wooooo~

But..!! *sighs*

I don't know yet.. I'm not sure.. ><

My parents.. ><

What's wrong with me spending RM200 to go watch a concert? T.T

I don't get why it's wrong. I really don't.

Plus, it's my own money. *sighs*

And.. PLEASE ANNOUNCE THE LAST GROUP THAT WILL BE COMING TO MALAYSIA!

I know there will be SNSD and AOA.. who's the last one?

Please announce it soon >< Please~~

Hopefully it's SHINee.. then I will die.

Die of happiness! XD

Aww.. my Taemin! (:

And.. my Jessica! (:

And another one is..

2NE1 is coming to perform tomorrow.. and no one can send me home. T.T

I'm gonna cry!

It's a free concert and I'm able to see 2NE1 but.. transportation issue is.. unavoidable. ><

Either way, I still die. *sighs*

p/s: I'm tired today. Too much confusion. Too many decisions that are required to be made. A looooong day. ><

Hey baby, how are you today? XD

Do you know how much I miss you? (:

Heyy my cutiepie. XD

Waiting for me in the bed?

Sorry, I shouldn't type something that is PG-18. :P

Kids are definitely not allowed.