Our little secrets.: 18/4/1989. My girl was born.

I really have to write about this.

I have to.

I dreamt of Jessica last night.. (:

We were a couple but my parents did not seem to know about it..

So I brought her along when I was having dinner with my family..

We were in a hotel, having buffet.

When my mom was getting her food..

I talked to Jessica.. We were smiling at each other..

Gosh, I was savouring that moment.

I took care of her really well and also did what a couple would do..

Jessica was really shy.. Our face was so close to each other..

When my mom finally returned and took her seat..

She took a glance at us before telling us not to be so close to each other..

She disapproved our relationship, and I quickly looked at Jessica.

I saw her sad face.. Her head was hanging low.

Then, I kinda argued with my mom in front of her. I was protecting her. ( I didn't know I was such a gentleman in dreams. XD )

When I went back home, I was angry and kept persuading my mom.

I told her that I was gay and there was nothing wrong with it blablabla.

After quite some time, she finally approved!

So I immediately went back to my room and texted Jessica to tell her that my mom approved our relationship.

This is what I typed on the phone :

Hey baby don't be sad anymore, my mom approved our relationship

Then she replied me saying :

We're not an assignment, we don't need someone's approval. Maybe your mom is right, we shouldn't be together.

Even though she said this, I could feel how sad she was.. ( So dramatic, I know. )

I was about to reply...

AND MY ALARM CLOCK RANG. =.=

fuck.

Yeah, this is my best dream ever.

p/s: I seriously did NOT make this story up myself. It was really in my dream. And strangely, I remembered every detail clearly. Very, very clearly. Including the content of the text messages and Jessica's face expression. Thanks for being in my dream. I love you always.