No idea what to do about you. Just.. don't leave me.

You.

Get out of my mind.

Like seriously. Get the hell out.

Recently I realized I could not stop thinking of you..

No matter what I do, you are always in my mind

You make me need you so much that I can't bear to lose you

I have no confidence that I can handle the consequences of you slowly fading away

Sometimes I think I really have to stop myself from talking to you for a while..

It might ease the ache that I might be having in the future..

And I will not miss you or think of you that much in the future..

I know one day you'll stop looking for me;

Stop bothering me;

Stop talking to me;

Stop smiling at me;

Stop waving at me;

Stop walking with me;

Stop asking me out to either have lunch or shop with you...

These are all the possibilities that may occur..

And I just can't bear to let all these happen..

Therefore.. I made a promise to myself.

I promised myself that I would still talk to you even if you have nothing to talk to me about..

I promised myself that I would not ignore you whenever and wherever..

And also.. I promised myself that from now on..

I will try to distance myself from you..

Little by little..

The distance will increase.. and I will succeed.

Right..?

Well.. at least..

That's what I thought about..

I am not sure if this works but I'm going to make these attempts..

To try to withstand the ache in my heart that you might cause in the future..

All I hope is.. you will not walk out of my life.

Are you able to do that in the future even though we are already very far apart?

If you can do it..

These will all be useless to me.

Because I would love to be someone that you will not forget in your entire life.

p/s: Please don't walk away from me. I love you. I really do. Friends forever.

Hey beautiful. XD Can I have that straw?

Haha I love Running Man. 

They look so cute next to each other! XD

Muahaha. Lucky fella.

I have never believed in luck.

Never once believed in it.

Not until recently..

I noticed that I was considered fortunate

I was able to reject the job offer..

LOL Wow.

I was shocked..

I didn't know I would get the calls from them..

I would never expect that..

And.. another thing is..

I might get another chance..

I might be the lucky one..

Hopefully I would be.

Because I need this.

I really do. *crosses fingers*

I want to learn break dance..

I think this is a very good opportunity for me..

But.. *sighs*

Mom, will you allow me to attend the dancing class?

I know her. She won't. T.T

It's alright..

I know my passion for dancing will never disappear..

I will love dancing.. forever and ever.

Before I leave.. yeah, I need to show you all something.

I love the choreography.. so much. Especially REN's (the long blonde hair guy) part.. he's so freaking pretty.. I love him. XD

Nu'est jjang! XD 

p/s: Will you be mine? I will not leave you. I will love you more than I love myself. I promise.

The aftermath of crazy days. My working life.

【天秤座】
天秤座有善辩的口才，被别人误会的时候却不爱解释。不要问为什么，就是不爱解释。不喜欢伤害任何人，宁愿伤害自己。前景不乐观时会对喜欢的人冷静的说恨话，会口是心非。吃软不吃硬的一族。你软，秤子就对你没脾气。你硬，秤子就比你还横。有调查，十二星座谋杀记录最少的就是善良的天秤座。
天秤是个不能长期处于孤独之中的星座，一生都在寻找停靠的港湾，冥冥之中遇到你，喜欢你，爱上你。有了爱的人，他们便习惯天天粘在一起， 即使因为工作需要不得不暂时分开，也会保持最密切的联系，最后的结果常常是天秤什么也不顾的去你所在的地方，陪伴着你，因为爱着，所以习惯相依相守。
天秤温文尔雅，风度翩翩；在人前永远一副超脱的什么都看淡的，老好人的模样； 面具下：很注重自我意识，并且很需要别人的肯定。他们很有表现的欲望，无论在什么场合只要得到肯定他们就会非常满足，喜欢成为公众人物的感觉，同时有些自恋。
天秤座的人在争抢东西方面总是最弱的。属于自己的东西总是被人抢走还一副无所谓的样子，总给人留下懦弱无用形象。其实不是天秤没有能力去争抢，只是天秤明白一个道理，真正属于自己的东西是不用去争去抢。这不是优点，是缺点，只是天秤一种与生俱来的性格。


1. 不喜欢伤害任何人，宁愿伤害自己。
　　也太准确了吧。。

2. 前景不乐观时会对喜欢的人冷静的说恨话，会口是心非。
　　这句更准！

3. 天秤温文尔雅，风度翩翩；
　　这当然。。(:

4. 很注重自我意识，并且很需要别人的肯定。
　别人的肯定是一种动力。。

5. 属于自己的东西总是被人抢走还一副无所谓的样子..
    有一点准。。

好了，我只想说。。
我好久没写了。。
好想念我以前曾经所发生过的事情。。
几乎每一件事情都让我体会到一个道理。。
不同的道理。。
人也渐渐改变。。
最重要的是
我工作后发现。。
其实我也可以这样的。。
原来我是这样的。。
发现自己更了解自己。。
辛苦的那一段日子。。
我真的很想不做
一走了之。。
可是自己想了好久好久。。
发现那些都是需要一个忍字。。
顿时才发现。。
自己在慢慢地成长中。。
想的角度变宽了。。
还有最重要的是。。
我认识了我很珍惜的。。
我很感谢上帝。。
但是。。有时候会。。
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It's alright, as long as it's never something regretful (:
I'll be satisfied with every moment
I'll deal with every problem calmly and wisely..

p/s: I just love being loved. I hope you would notice it someday.

Before I go.. there's something that I have to share it with you. XD

 OMG Her.. skin is so white. She is too pretty.. to be my girlfriend. XD Her boobs. The best.

Her collarbones. >< The most attractive part of a body.

Why are you so perfect?

Isn't she adorable? XD

Too cute.. Too awesome.. Too amazing..

You will always be my love..

Stress!

OMG I think I'm going to die soon..
I screwed up my exam
Especially Biology >.<
I have not taken my Chemistry and Physics paper yet..
What extremely saddens me is my English paper..
I didn't read the instructions properly when I was doing the question..
So I got it all WRONG.
Uggghh, I feel like cursing myself right now.
How could I be so careless?
*sighs* I should've read it one more time.
STRESS!

Nevermind.
Let's skip this talk.
I don't wanna feel guilty or regretful any more.
I still have 2 more to go.
So.. I'm gonna post another picture here and I'll be off.
Yes, you got it right! It's them again. XD

Jessica is leaning on Taeyeon's shoulder. 

*Hmmm...*

What did you see, Jessica? 

They're happy when they have each other right by their side.

What's with the face? >.<

What's with the both of you?

p/s: I ship the three of them so hard! LOL Taenysic fighting!

Obsession.

I can't withstand it any longer. I'm just going to post something that I did on my own a few minutes ago and I'll be off.

Ranking. :D

Alright, I must admit that both love and hate are really close to each other.
Once you've crossed the line, everything will be up to you.
Make your own choice wisely.
Sometimes if you are willing to let go of something, then you will be able to see a better and brighter way of life.
It might change your narrow-minded way of thinking. It makes you realize not everything you see before your eyes is true.
I don't feel like talking about this right now. Haha XD
..because my original intention of this post is not this. =.="

Okay. Good.
I just wanna let you know how I rank the nine of them mentally.
This is the ranking: -
1. Yoona
2. Taeyeon
3. Jessica
4. Hyoyeon
5. Yuri
6. Sooyoung
7. Seohyun
8. Sunny
9. Tiffany

p/s: I'm sorry, I didn't mean to write Tiffany's name at the ninth place but...I just can't help it.

Done. It's time to say goodbye.

"Goodbye baby, goodbye..."

 Yes, I am going to announce this officially.. 

I AM A SONE. I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT SNSD.

지금은 소녀시대~ 아프로도 소녀시대~  

영원히 소녀시대!

Uhm-Mhm.

I'm sorry for abandoning you again..! ):
Yeah, you know me.
I'm always busy.
Is my apology accepted?
I guess it is.. right? (:

I guess I posted too much about 4Minute
So it's time for a change!
Just to let you know..
I'm not only fond of girl groups
I'm a huge fan of the boy groups as well <3

Umm, I seriously have no topic to post on my blog.
I don't know what to talk about..
except for friendship.
Yeah, I found a topic finally.
I think friends should share their happiness among themselves.
Well at least, that's what I think.
But.. I think I'm the only one who thinks like that.
Can you imagine that even the friend who I'm closest to is hiding something from me?
Wow.
I don't know if she really wants to keep it to herself or hide it from me
It's not something that you can't share with people around you
Then why did you have to pretend like nothing happened?
And when I asked you about it, I could feel your reluctance to answer the question
Why was it so hard to answer the questions about your enjoyable day?
I didn't even want to ask more about it.
*sighs*
The feeling of being left out, I hate it.
Fine, you can go your way, I'll go mine.

p/s: I feel like posting a picture here, so.. here it is. XD

Taecyeon <3 Chansung <3 Nickhun <3 Wooyoung <3 Junho <3 Junsu <3

Adorable! ^-^