No idea what to do about you. Just.. don't leave me.

You.

Get out of my mind.

Like seriously. Get the hell out.

Recently I realized I could not stop thinking of you..

No matter what I do, you are always in my mind

You make me need you so much that I can't bear to lose you

I have no confidence that I can handle the consequences of you slowly fading away

Sometimes I think I really have to stop myself from talking to you for a while..

It might ease the ache that I might be having in the future..

And I will not miss you or think of you that much in the future..

I know one day you'll stop looking for me;

Stop bothering me;

Stop talking to me;

Stop smiling at me;

Stop waving at me;

Stop walking with me;

Stop asking me out to either have lunch or shop with you...

These are all the possibilities that may occur..

And I just can't bear to let all these happen..

Therefore.. I made a promise to myself.

I promised myself that I would still talk to you even if you have nothing to talk to me about..

I promised myself that I would not ignore you whenever and wherever..

And also.. I promised myself that from now on..

I will try to distance myself from you..

Little by little..

The distance will increase.. and I will succeed.

Right..?

Well.. at least..

That's what I thought about..

I am not sure if this works but I'm going to make these attempts..

To try to withstand the ache in my heart that you might cause in the future..

All I hope is.. you will not walk out of my life.

Are you able to do that in the future even though we are already very far apart?

If you can do it..

These will all be useless to me.

Because I would love to be someone that you will not forget in your entire life.

p/s: Please don't walk away from me. I love you. I really do. Friends forever.

Hey beautiful. XD Can I have that straw?

Haha I love Running Man. 

They look so cute next to each other! XD