Our little secrets.: Freeze.

I guess no one is able to feel what I'm feeling inside now..

I was so near to death.

The moment when the car was accelerating towards the divider..

I had a lot of thoughts in my mind..

Would I be able to live?

Would I be injured?

Would I not be able to go for my driving test?

Would I not be able to say goodbye to all my loved ones?

Was that... the last note of my life?

These questions were all bombarding my cerebrum..

All I could think of at that moment was..

"Why am I so unfortunate?"

"Am I really gonna die at this age? God, please, no."

That was a close call.

The moment right after I knew I was safe..

I thanked God, for letting me survive..

I thanked God, for not letting me get hurt..

I thanked God, for letting me go for my driving test..

A lot of things popped up in my mind at that time..

Even though my entire body was swung from left to right and back from right to left..

The memories of my life were like a movie.. They were all being scanned in my head..

I had no idea why those would pop up.. perhaps God was giving me another chance to appreciate all my loved ones..

A second chance to be able to return the love..

Most importantly, I just had a great life experience..

The one that I would not want to go through it again. >.<

I was frozen almost the whole time after that incident.

Who wouldn't?

If.. the car really hit the divider..

If.. that was my last breath..

If.. *sighs*

I know I should not be thinking so much right now..

I should skip this talk. Even until now, I'm still trembling. >.<

Anyway..

I passed my driving test! XD

Finally! I thought I would fail.. (since I'm such a failure.. LOL )

But.. unexpectedly, I got a pass XD

Good job, Joey. Well done, Joey. XD

The examiner freaked me out though. =.=

I was so damn pissed off by her words and also her action.

Excuse me madam, you're being too noisy in the car while I'm driving. Shut up, please. >.<

So.. yeah.

I'm going to post some pictures.. but I'm not sure which ones I should post..

p/s: I'm not posting anything about Jessica... don't get me wrong, I love her as much as I love him. XD